半道上的夢游者

翀哥的到来，让我的首都生活又回归到一年前的状态，嗯，就是四处吃喝玩乐。

三只耳的鱼头火锅啊，哎呀呀！爽呆了。

然后又去了德云社听相声，这个社会在突飞猛进的进步，云字辈的天天上电视，剧场里只能看到鹤字辈了。没看到曹云金，连栾云平都没听到……

方庄的三千里烤肉，是个完全令人同情韩国人民的餐厅。为什么我要放弃楼下的秦妈呢？被门夹了。以下还有很多：五哥的翅，川办的鸡，宝琴的黑三剁……还有很长的路要吃啊！

五一去了登封。这是我第二次来这个地方，上一次还是很小的时候，那时候刚从郑州火车站走出来，马路两旁的高楼大厦让我这个小城来的小朋友叹为观止，不过这也是我脑海里唯一残存的印记。

少林寺，已不再是佛门圣地。因为学生证都不能打折一百大洋的门票。人潮汹涌的大门和比我还胖的和尚，让这个千年古刹改变了方向，甚至冲淡了牧羊曲的回响。人们都乐于在藏经阁寻找扫地的老和尚，或者在山洞里寻找达摩面壁的墙。转而在塔林深处，才稍能嗅出一些沧桑的味道。

整个少林追求时尚的步伐是惊为天人的，纠结了一帮大佬搞了一出《禅宗少林音乐大典》，其中还不乏谭盾这样的世界级大佬。演出选在一个得天独厚的山坳，配合最高科技的声光电技术，效果相当赞。当然价格也是不菲的，幸有柿子的带队让本人节约了不少开支，如少林寺的门票和这演出。跪谢了……

终于发现自己老了，嵩山爬到一半就已经坚持不了了。中岳的感觉很像泰山，这是一座文化厚重的名山，缺少一些秀美的外形，倒是半山腰的大法王寺惊艳不少，一种深山灵寺的气质扑面而来，静谧而悠远。山脚下的登封是一座典型的旅游小城，无数的武术学校是别于其他旅游城市的关键点。

生活压的人有些喘不过气，在这里却可以得到舒缓，缓慢的步调、低矮的楼群、亲切的友人，一切的一切都显得异常和谐。我愈发的喜爱小城了，我命中注定是属于小城的。回到现实，工作依然忙碌，我依然菜鸟。路还很长，为什么我却不能跑快点？

I have to say that I had such a nice stay in my honey hometown during the traditional chinese new year.

I met many classmates of middle school, high school and college. It is the 10 years’ anniversary for our middle school graduation, someone became fat, someone became beautiful, someone became a manager, someone became PHD, but it is very pleasure to see their changes, I do think it is one of the periods in their life, so am I, I have change a lot. However, when we got together and talked about the funny things long time ago, I found that the changes only happened on their appearance, we still showed our pretty pure hearts to each other, which made us feel so nice.

Honestly, I may be jealous with other rich strangers, it is so unfair to see they living in a nice villa and driving Mercedes, everyone wants to live a good life. However, I feel very happy to know my friends living a good life and proud for them. I have told every frined in Beijing that I have a classmate driving their Volvo, living their own apartment. And I think I will have such a good life in future, it is just a accumulated period right now and they just live forwarder than me.

So, I went back to Beijing with hopes, I hoped I can learn a lot, make a great change and progress in the coming year. But the life is not your thoughts. The work is quite different from which used to be. The Taiwanese came and the sky was changed the color. I feel so childish when I found the truth. Nowedays, I don’t know my future, and I don't know what to do the next day. I don’t know how to communication. I don’t know whether everything I did was positive.

Everyone became selfish, tough and unacceptable. Fights happened everyday in the office especially when big issue appeared. Everyone tried to shift off the trouble, no one came out to drive it, and the others standed around and laughed loudly inside. “now, you know the truth of the life and the people around.” I feel so disappointed with the fact, everyone wants to see your mistake, the bigger the better.

I feel pretty tired inside and  I need a break. The coming labor day may be a good opportunity, Zhang will go to Dalian, but I don’t know if I can stand till then.

My english is pretty poor now which is a big warning of my life.

Sorry for Mom & Dad, I don't want you to read this.

老媽 09:41:23
儿子听说你的工作上不是很顺，没有什么？但是一个人总有工作上有这样那样不顺的，只要你有一个平静的心情去对待就是了，没有一帆风顺，自己要想开些，愿意想干就干，实在不愿意就回来就是了。我们是很想你的，挂念你的，我们更是爱你的.没事的想开些。

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